KNOW-YOURSELF

TRUST-YOURSELF

LOVE-YOURSELF

BE-YOURSELF

 

~I am who i am~

 

 

-XOXO- 

=)

SMILE

My mom always tell me that if you are angry,sad,worry.....one way will make you happy again...just look into the mirror and smile :) smile as wide as you can...it works on me!!what about u??and yea each day you smile with a stranger you will be younger!!!(my aunt told me that)^^

♥2010 CARNIVAL♥

Principal:Pls come on this saturday to support you classand have fun,call your family and friends join us this saturday if they are free"YOU WILL MISSED THE FUN IF YOU NEVER COME"!!this sentences has repeated so many times till we students felt frustrated but i totally agree with him!!!

2010 carnival was FUN!!it's my last year there and i'm sure i'll go back next year if i'm free~~haha!!thought will be boring but turned up to be great!!my class decided to do HAUNTED HOUSE and we also have a stall called "THE MODERN MAMAK STALL"the guys who decided that name^^the stall is fine because what we gonna do is decorate the menu and that's all..but the haunted house took us 3 days to decorate it...some of my friends even stayed back till 6 to 7p.m to decorate the room~~that room is total dark we use cardboard+newspapers+cloth to cover up everything...we were so scared that it will fail but it turned up to be a GREAT SUCCESS!!yeah!!hahhaha!GROUP WORK is verrryyy important!!!

**setting up~~**

Iy vonne,Siu Shen and me~~
this is how it looks like!!hahaha!

i said our haunted house was a great success because look at the number of ppl who are rushing in~~hohoho!!the counter worked like hell yesterday~~sorry guys~~but i did help u guys to buy food right =P
hahaha!i bet our class earn a lot!!!^^who is gonna win this year??o.0 can't wait for the results!!!
our school have so many activities and food..we have paintball,horse ride,rock climbing..and many more...we also have revenge game created by 5sc1 look how cute is it..u know why is it called revenge??because you can call your frens or the person you hate stand behind the board and you can thrown water on their face!!hahahha!><we have cute cupcakes sold by 5sc1 also..you can decorate it your own if you want~~^^so fun!!
really have so much nice time with friends and teachers!!thx Miss Kok-our class teacher for helping us in our stalls!!and thx to my classmate who worked together!!sorry if i did anything wrong to you guys~~i love you guys and will never forget everyone of you!!
5SC2 I LOVE YOU



-XOXO-

??L-O-V-E??

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
You are all i need to live,
I swear i'll never leave u!!
-nicholas foo-

You:
good in studies
can draw
can play instruments
can write meaningful poems
u'll be a successful guy in the future,that's for sure...
2 years it's equal to 730 days~~is this counted long period??^^yesterday night when i was about to sleep..my mom suddenly came into my room and asked me about my ex-boyfriend...i gave my mom a strange look and said god knows ><..my mom asked..did you regret??i just looked at her and smile...she wants me to show her what he gave me last time so i took out the box filled with stuffs that he gave..At that time my mind was recalling the time we had together...he thought me how to study for PMR,we hang out together and much much more...after showing my mom everything he gave to me my mom just gave me a smile and walked away..i kept it back and went to my bed...i always ask myself what is L-O-V-E~~although i have been in a relationship before but i still don't understand what is the true meaning of LOVE..for 2 years you just left without any reason..but i'm a better person now..thanks for making me less gullible and i appreciate what you had did for me!!thank you-Nicholas Foo

Just for you,
Only to tell you my love is 100% true,
I hope our love will last forever,
just like this pen and paper,
from me to you,
i will always and forever love you..
-nicholas foo-

heal and hurt

(~~**ding dong**the clock strike 12a.m

and i was sitting on the bench by myself~~)
The day before yesterday i plan to go jonker with my sis actually but my itchy hands suddenly reached to the phone,texted him and asked him if he wants to follow~~at first he said yes...so i said ok...yesterday during chemistry tuition i texted him agn asked how he's going??and he say he don't want to go so i was like ok it means i can stay at home and sleep ^^~~but he insist me to go~~so at last i went..ok fine then~~while my sis friend was driving suddenly she stopped and he pop out in front of me i get a shocked and like erm hi~~~i was kinda happy with that but i'm acting **COOL** by not talking and not even smile to him..so when we reach jonker me and my sis splited up..me and him was chit chatting with each other and he said he wants to go ELEVEN BISTRO to checked out whether his friends is there...so we went in and see no one there..suddenly his friend called up and asked him if he wants to go PURE BAR without telling me that he is going...his friends just came in ELEVEN BISTRO and bring him to PURE BAR..he said he wants to walk me to my sis but am i that cruel to let so many of your friends wait for him and it seem like they are rushing..so i said is ok you go~~i'll find my sis by myself~~so he went~~

Since my sis with her friend walking so happily,i also don't want to disturb them~~so i went for a walk by the malacca river side and have some view...walking by the busy street for few minutes

and finally reached the river side...the water is quite smelly but the view is awesome especially at night when the light are all light up...i was so scared to walked alone so i decided to wait my sis and her friend at the entrance of jonker...waiting and waiting until they came out..my sis and her friend asked why am i alone waiting and where is him??and i answered erm he just left to pure bar with his friends ^^but actually i waited them for like half an hour outside there...>< when i reached home is about 12:30 a.m.
took a bath,brushed my teeth,washed my face and done!!!lights off radio on and it was playing a sad song~~a drop of tear roll down on my cheek and i slept~~


**ONE WILL NEVER KNOW HOW IT FEELS UNTIL ONE FACE IT**


-XOXO-

 ~NOW A DAYS I FEEL THAT I'M ALWAYS ALONE~

I always hope that my day would be better than yesterday but ever since from the day school reopen till today i'm feeling BLUE~~what happen??what i did???what makes u hate me so much???i don't even know where i'm wrong at...but maybe these reasons that make him hates me:

1)i'm not pretty

2)i love shouting

3)when i'm down while talking on the phonethere are only two words coming out from my mouth-YA/NO..

4)i don't like make-up

5)i don't go out always

6)i never find/call you back when we fight

7)maybe i worth nothing for you

8)i always listen to what my mom says,if she say yes,yes..no,no...

9)i always never listen to what you said

10)what u told i'll say yes but i didn't change

-XOXO-

~happy and sad at the same day~

During BM class we were so boring listening to what teacher is teaching so me and my friends started to talked..as usual daphne and me who always wants to sleep in class but today we didn't because she shared something weird and funny with us...she said yesterday she had a weird dream so i call her to share and she said she had broken a guy heart and she receive a letter from that guy written down that if u hurt my heart you will suffered..so she sat on the bench in the canteen and started vomit blood and her heart came out from her mouth!!!hahahah!what the hell!!!her twins sis also had a weird dream..she dream she scandling with other guy while going out with her bf ans i was like huh??what!!o.0hahah!u see this is what we called sisters!!

Came back from school..straight away i reached my room o get my phone and call him up~~he said he wants me to go his house on saturday but i can't..he was so mad at me which i don't know why~~haiz~~~i had told him after the two weeks holidays i can't go out often because i have to "study" for SPM~~haiz i really hope sometimes i can make him really understand me but i don't know how to make it~~this is why i'm down~~hope tomorrow will be a better day for me!!


-XOXO-