??L-O-V-E??

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
You are all i need to live,
I swear i'll never leave u!!
-nicholas foo-

You:
good in studies
can draw
can play instruments
can write meaningful poems
u'll be a successful guy in the future,that's for sure...
2 years it's equal to 730 days~~is this counted long period??^^yesterday night when i was about to sleep..my mom suddenly came into my room and asked me about my ex-boyfriend...i gave my mom a strange look and said god knows ><..my mom asked..did you regret??i just looked at her and smile...she wants me to show her what he gave me last time so i took out the box filled with stuffs that he gave..At that time my mind was recalling the time we had together...he thought me how to study for PMR,we hang out together and much much more...after showing my mom everything he gave to me my mom just gave me a smile and walked away..i kept it back and went to my bed...i always ask myself what is L-O-V-E~~although i have been in a relationship before but i still don't understand what is the true meaning of LOVE..for 2 years you just left without any reason..but i'm a better person now..thanks for making me less gullible and i appreciate what you had did for me!!thank you-Nicholas Foo

Just for you,
Only to tell you my love is 100% true,
I hope our love will last forever,
just like this pen and paper,
from me to you,
i will always and forever love you..
-nicholas foo-

heal and hurt

(~~**ding dong**the clock strike 12a.m

and i was sitting on the bench by myself~~)
The day before yesterday i plan to go jonker with my sis actually but my itchy hands suddenly reached to the phone,texted him and asked him if he wants to follow~~at first he said yes...so i said ok...yesterday during chemistry tuition i texted him agn asked how he's going??and he say he don't want to go so i was like ok it means i can stay at home and sleep ^^~~but he insist me to go~~so at last i went..ok fine then~~while my sis friend was driving suddenly she stopped and he pop out in front of me i get a shocked and like erm hi~~~i was kinda happy with that but i'm acting **COOL** by not talking and not even smile to him..so when we reach jonker me and my sis splited up..me and him was chit chatting with each other and he said he wants to go ELEVEN BISTRO to checked out whether his friends is there...so we went in and see no one there..suddenly his friend called up and asked him if he wants to go PURE BAR without telling me that he is going...his friends just came in ELEVEN BISTRO and bring him to PURE BAR..he said he wants to walk me to my sis but am i that cruel to let so many of your friends wait for him and it seem like they are rushing..so i said is ok you go~~i'll find my sis by myself~~so he went~~

Since my sis with her friend walking so happily,i also don't want to disturb them~~so i went for a walk by the malacca river side and have some view...walking by the busy street for few minutes

and finally reached the river side...the water is quite smelly but the view is awesome especially at night when the light are all light up...i was so scared to walked alone so i decided to wait my sis and her friend at the entrance of jonker...waiting and waiting until they came out..my sis and her friend asked why am i alone waiting and where is him??and i answered erm he just left to pure bar with his friends ^^but actually i waited them for like half an hour outside there...>< when i reached home is about 12:30 a.m.
took a bath,brushed my teeth,washed my face and done!!!lights off radio on and it was playing a sad song~~a drop of tear roll down on my cheek and i slept~~


**ONE WILL NEVER KNOW HOW IT FEELS UNTIL ONE FACE IT**


-XOXO-

 ~NOW A DAYS I FEEL THAT I'M ALWAYS ALONE~

I always hope that my day would be better than yesterday but ever since from the day school reopen till today i'm feeling BLUE~~what happen??what i did???what makes u hate me so much???i don't even know where i'm wrong at...but maybe these reasons that make him hates me:

1)i'm not pretty

2)i love shouting

3)when i'm down while talking on the phonethere are only two words coming out from my mouth-YA/NO..

4)i don't like make-up

5)i don't go out always

6)i never find/call you back when we fight

7)maybe i worth nothing for you

8)i always listen to what my mom says,if she say yes,yes..no,no...

9)i always never listen to what you said

10)what u told i'll say yes but i didn't change

-XOXO-

~happy and sad at the same day~

During BM class we were so boring listening to what teacher is teaching so me and my friends started to talked..as usual daphne and me who always wants to sleep in class but today we didn't because she shared something weird and funny with us...she said yesterday she had a weird dream so i call her to share and she said she had broken a guy heart and she receive a letter from that guy written down that if u hurt my heart you will suffered..so she sat on the bench in the canteen and started vomit blood and her heart came out from her mouth!!!hahahah!what the hell!!!her twins sis also had a weird dream..she dream she scandling with other guy while going out with her bf ans i was like huh??what!!o.0hahah!u see this is what we called sisters!!

Came back from school..straight away i reached my room o get my phone and call him up~~he said he wants me to go his house on saturday but i can't..he was so mad at me which i don't know why~~haiz~~~i had told him after the two weeks holidays i can't go out often because i have to "study" for SPM~~haiz i really hope sometimes i can make him really understand me but i don't know how to make it~~this is why i'm down~~hope tomorrow will be a better day for me!!


-XOXO-

♥ tonight gonna be a great night ♥

Yesterday night slept at 2:30a.m and this morning 8:00 a.m my mom came into my room and shouted:LAI TEE EH,GET UP LO LETS GO JUSCO U SAY U WANT TO BUY YOUR SHOE RIGHT???

i was like huh??what???argh..i'm tired but i want to get a new shoe!!!my cuz also followed us cause she knows where to get the shoe i want and both of us wants to get a new shoes..^^i've been searching this type of shoes for months ago but i can't find it~~

searching and searching i went in all the shoe shops...i saw one it looks cute is something like that but i don't really like it cause is not that vintage~~end up i didn't buy anything~~my mom was like saying:lai tee u sure u don't want ar don't later reach home ad say that u want agn!!and i was like ya la ya la...ish~~never mind my cuz and i will search for more^^

After looking at shoes we went to the center stage cause my mom said they have some balloons competition..i was like??what??what to do with balloons??i thought it was like the one the clown use to make it into flowers and everything for kids but when i went there i saw so many extraordinary balloons~~*twist and turn,twist and turn pring*all types of shape they had made...here is some picture of it...

so smart rite..i wonder how they can make it into such things~~they can even make suits!!hahahah!

Tonight is a great night i can sense that because i'm going to attend JASMINE'S 17 birthday party!!wohooo can't wait for it!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE CHONG SU YIN!!!

♥xoxo♥

dumpling festival(端午節）

this is dumpling-jiao zi

this is another dumpling that i'm talking about today-zong zi

 this is homemade nyonya cang from my grandma..we only eat the one she made but not others cause we had taste so many of it but hers is still the best^^mm~~~

this is our pork dumpling(ba cang)

Today is our chinese dumpling festival..our chinese have two type of dumpling the first one known as jiao zhi and the another one is the one known as zong zi..for zong zi we have types of it,exp like pork dumpling(ba cang),nyonya cang and sweet dumpling(di cang)..the dumpling is wrap with some kind of leave and it's shape like pyramid...it is made of glutinous rice(pulut) inside we will fill with either pork or chicken...or some we didn't even fill will anything but we have to it with kaya or gula melaka...there is some picure^^

GENJI-PIE

today is such a beautiful day cause i have my lil genji-pie brighten up my day!!

woke up early in the morning went down and found that i have nothing to eat =( everyone was sleeping~~arrghh and my stomach is calling me to feed food in it!!!suddenly i remembered that i bought this little genji-pie when i was in time square~~i took it and and ate it with tea...m~~~so cute n yummy!!

♥ 2nd day is our toilet day♥

even the drink named sour soap><

woooooo yummy baked cheese rice!!mm~~m~~

shit??haha!it looks disgusting but it's delicious~~

can't believe we are sitting on this thing~~hahaha!so cute right??

after drinking we when for walk~~so many things to but but unfortunately i have no $$$!!=( after walking for few hours we went to somewhere cute...not sure what the name called but the bowls are all like so cute..they have sink as their cup,toilet bowl as bowl and many more...

we are sooooo lazy to walk~~so again we drop by at starbucks to have drinks...

woke up early in the morning at 8,when out took some fresh air and had a bath~~ohhhh freshhh~~ok done!then,his aunt fetch us to time square..luckly we when there early when we went in..outside started raining cats and dogs!!

1st day in KL with him

we waited few hours in starbucks for his aunt to fetch us up~~phew tired but fun!!

after eating we went to see people skate some of the kids skate gracefully even i can't do that^^

what kind of expression i'm giving??><

we was so hungry and i decided to stop at ole-ole bali for breakfast!!oh it's so delicious tasting bali cuisine mm~~~

woke up at 7 after taking shower we went to but station..sitting in the bus was quite fun!!chatting nonsense with baby,2hours later we reached KL!!!wohoo!!waiting nick wong to fetch us from bukit jalil bus stop^^when she arrived we went straight away to Sunway!!

Izzy & Annie Woods

watched legally blondes with mom just now is about annie and izzy moved from London to LA and they had a new life there..it's a great movie for teenagers!!
blonde rule 1:think pink~as they said pink looks good in anything
rule 2:be bold,rule 3:believe in yourself!although your enemy try to pull u down don't give them way to do it!fight for your right!want to know how to get make a guy fall in love with u??flip and wave always works!!

haha!!!when out with my baby yesterday after movie we went and eat^^
actually we plan to eat something light cause i'm still full after eating a bowl of homemade laksa by his mom but at last he decided to go SUSHI BOAT cause he wants to compare it with sushi king~~
O.M.G i can say the sushi there is the best in malacca!the salmon fish is so fresh!!even sushi king is not that nice~~U MUST TRY OUT IF U ARE IN MALACCA!i'll bet u will never regret!